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Heavy Hearts For A Hope Filled Cause: A Hardcore​/​Metal Comp for Suicide Prevention

by Heavy Hearts For A Hope Filled Cause

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Open up your eyes. Mankind's, lost, its way. Wars, breed, wars. Filth, meets, filth. Fear, buys, votes. votes, mean, shit. A nation consumed, by its own lies. Corporate leaders, marked with a price. Campaigning Hate, wolves seeking prey. I, will not bury my, head into the sand, filling pockets, of, political billionaires. This, system is a joke, capitalistic thrones, put to sleep, a nation full of mindless sheep. Your, empty votes are void, disillusionment. words are cheap, arm a fictitious president. A Nation divides, by febal minds. Sadistic bureaucrats, fund the design. Where is your rage? Poverty and Ignorance reign. When, will we, see, through, corporate, greed. With, in the, depth, Is, Certain, death.
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All the screams inside my head Ditch the pain- ditch the dread Tear my skin as it creeps eyes bloodshot from lack of sleep Pull my teeth out one by one I knew this day would finally come... *Mental Break Down!-Down!-Down!-Down! PMA chase these thoughts away! Mental Break Down!-Down!-Down!-Down! I say my peace and I pray! Mental Break Down!-Down!-Down!-Down! sanity lost, I feel betrayed Mental break down-down-down down down down down — truth is we are all weak future is looking bleak state of aggression Wrestle with depression I preach the PMA Showing signs of decay Is it all in my brain!? Or Am I going INSANE! *Mental Break Down!-Down!-Down!-Down! PMA chase these thoughts away! Mental Break Down!-Down!-Down!-Down! I say my peace and I pray! Mental Break Down!-Down!-Down!-Down! sanity lost, I feel betrayed Mental break down-down-down down down down down — No where to hide Overcome suicide Trapped in my head The ego has been fed For days and days Fuel for the fire My words make me a liar Death is upon me Who will I offend? Or wake from the dead? Mental Break Down!-Down!-Down!-Down! PMA chase these thoughts away! Mental Break Down!-Down!-Down!-Down! I say my peace and I pray! Mental Break Down!-Down!-Down!-Down! sanity lost, I feel betrayed Mental break down-down-down down!!!
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When all else fails you just sit and wait and pray for god to come along and show you the way. Cause every Sunday you show your face and now you feel you've paid in full so now you wanna see god come through for you. You keep on praying - 'til one day you realize its fake. I have no faith in anything that you fucking stand for. i have no faith, i question all and don't follow blindly. your selfish views, selfish pleas, selfishness makes you a slave. I guess i just don't understand why everyone is living in fear. scared of wrath and scared of death - scared to the point where its taken over your life. You're Life! You're scared of something that just could end up to be nothing. I have no faith in anything! I have no faith and that sets me free! In god i don't trust! In god i do not trust! You keep fucking praying - Until one day you realize its fake.
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Live fast, die young I made a promise And just like that I break it Now I’m paying the price Face reality and the consequence This time you went to far I don’t toe the line I fucking cross it Try and snuff my flame out I’ll burn down every bridge on my way down I'll burn it all down I’ll burn it all, I'll burn it all down Burn it down I said I was going to break the chains But instead I’m bound I thought I tore those walls down But I built them up instead Now it’s all come crashing down
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Stuck! in my brain Bad thoughts keep flowing in Can't stop them though I try so hard Realization-How did I get so dark? GRIEF PAIN Perpetuated by my brain Mind poisoning thoughts Confusing dreams, making me sick Wanting to scream Pushing away those close to me Overthinking everything Love Hate relationship bound by a cord Thoughts making me feel... RIPPED AND TORN
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Time and time again I think to myself and I wonder why… wonder why is this what’s to look forward to? Each day I worry I haven’t loved enough, I haven’t done my part… done my part. What’s gonna fill these lonely hearts? Need to disconnect for me to connect. I want to quiet the past… quiet the past, and I gotta ask is any of this fucking real? F.E.A.R. False Evidence Appearing Real. F.E.A.R. and Forget Everything And Run. As I look to you my Mother Earth and my Father Sky… Father Sky, I wanna feel the ground beneath my feet. I can’t lower all of these mountains. Gotta raise myself up… raise myself up to get over these illusions in front of me. F.E.A.R. False Evidence Appearing Real. F.E.A.R. and Forget Everything And Run. Total surrender so I can be fit for service. The lies, the guilt, is building up inside me. The fear, the pain, is fueling my anxiety. The hope, the faith, please come out & guide me. The force, the strength, so I can be fit for service. F.E.A.R. False Evidence Appearing Real. F.E.A.R. and Forget Everything And Run.
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This demon is anear It has conjured feelings of disgust It makes you weep in fear I hope for something so much more for us This demon is up here It harbors feelings of hopelessness It makes you weep in fear I've always hoped for something better than this Price of progress Why can't you just live Like the rest of us Reaching out for help Nobody actually cares enough Pay the true high cost Like the rest of us When will this shit end Kill the rest of us, fuck Wage war all the time Abandon everything Despondent, demoralized, defiled When you live your life on their time Lives lost all the time Turn your backs on everyone Depressing, disheartened piece of shit When you live your life on their time We are the ultimate sacrifice Price of progress
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"SOMEWHERE TO CALL OUR OWN" home: noun - the place where one lives permanently; a place of refuge through lonely years we stumbled lost and confused battered and bruised until we found somewhere to call our own a place where it's safe to be fucked up and see eye to eye and heart to mind or so we'd like to believe have we forgotten what that means? I'd never thought I'd come to know a time when the damaged and the rejects would be at each another's throats don't you see that we're all just broken pieces making up one whole? what are we thinking? we can do better frightened eyes faceless names somewhere there's someone who has lost their way what will they find when they finally end up here? will we be ready to help them fill their empty spaces the way we still embrace someone doing that for us years ago or will they find us tearing each other apart we'll....be....here in this somewhere we call our own until the end until the end I will be here for them til the end until the end until the end I will be here for you til the end
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I’m so goddamn sick Torn apart and I’m sick of this shit My personality’s split Self sabotaging everyday I exist Eternal Anxiety Never ending paranoia Angry fits of rage I’m so scared to be alone Monster hid in mania You don’t know how insane I feel My reality to bare I’ll do it on my own Brain broken and cursed For better or for worse Always going through the ups and downs Sink or swim I refuse to drown Over emotional Abandonment fulfills my dread Basket case fucked in the head Begging for the face of death I wish I no longer felt A constant war within myself Sorrow yes I know her well A matrimony made in hell As much as all this hurts Tryna throw me in the goddamn dirt I’ll fight back and do whatever works I'm pushing through I will prevail
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Getting what you want often means you're not proving to others that you're right. Solving all your problems and getting your outcome means avoiding the impulse to fight. So be right or get what you want. Bury your id. Knuckle dragging style & acting tough defies consensus; just let them save face. It's what you take away at end of the day that determines whose winning the race.
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You thought you'd never change that all of your intentions would stay the same Your words are lost to the wind I see those convictions were paper thin Friends have come and friends have gone I'm not assigning blame You're free to choose, as I have too (And) my values still remain Time rolls on, yet I'm still strong Your ghost stays in the past These core beliefs, that shaped our lives Were they the only common thread? Friends have come and friends have gone I'm not assigning blame You're free to choose, as I have too (Yet) my values still remain I remain Now You're paper thin You're paper thin You're paper thin You're paper thin
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Man, here we are again You serve and protect? We can read between the lines Your true nature's neglect Refuse to see what fuels our rage It still takes a lot to be on the same page Loyal to the corruption It's clear as day This ain't no fucking assumption The voice of the unheard, the unwanted No more silence caused by actions so absurd Make a change before expecting one from me
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I believe what you're saying. I knew it wasn't me. It's them. I don't do this everyday. Give me a break Just having fun. No one got hurt. Until they do and the mask comes off And your walls fall down Now it's you and the mirror It's not you. It's them. Self deception The way of deception is self deception.
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enter umbra: smoke and mirrors lungs fill up while I look in get your licks up on the surface, theres no sugar down and under circuitry so complex it only works itself I caged my head in the clouds and my feet underground everytime I close my eyes I crash a thousand cars and all my loved ones die surging with the urges to mutilate and all the guilt of every unwanted thought it brings how did it get like this? psychosomatic ticks keeping the feeble conscious stuck inside a broken stereo no control on the dial of deathfmradio all I’ve seen now I see despised don’t you get it? I didn't expect a thing you sing to wage war you sing to build this cage violent opera, sing me to death how'd it get like this?
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Dehumanized and transparent. Eroding from, self decay. Desecrate, your creation. Memories fade and waste away. Psychosis consumes. Flesh starts to rot. Convulsing ensues. Harvest deceit, reduced and deceived. Internal defeat. Dehumanized and transparent. Eroding from, self decay. Desecrate, your creation. Calculated insanity. Grinding your fucking teeth, defiling humanity. Entombed within your disease, genetically obsolete. Desecrate cerebral state.
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Behind the nerve of each thought lies the harsh voice of another, an invasive growth that speaks with words that should be my own. Where I step, where I lay, where I peel back skin, I see only your face. Hands laying mercy, put sharpened edge to vein. Pry teeth under skin and resect the touch that withers and atrophies. You will not thrive inside me, where your breath falls will be no cross I’ll bear. I will do as I must to live so my spite survives. You will not thrive inside me. You will not contort and shape this life. Malignant voice under tissue, with scalpel, I tear you out. My spite survives. Every breath is remission. Every breath is my revenge.
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Cursed, forbidden to roam Tied, to the Undead Waste, floating inside Time, dissipates Burdened Buried Slowly Cursed, Forbidden to roam Tied, to the Undead Cornered, losing of sight Grey, filter of life Burdened Buried Slowly Cursed, Plagued Burdened Buried slowly
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You try to put us in our place but we refuse You try to shame us for our looks but we refuse You try to take away our rights but We refuse You try to make us feel ashamed but We refuse We refuse to live a lie Sublimate to sate your ego Subjugate to stay alive We refuse to stay quiet We refuse to cover up Fuck you and your fragile ego We refuse your rule We will not be silent We will compete We are stronger than you think We refuse Side with the patriarchy and you will lose Submission can be refused and we refuse
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It’s running out, so the time is now Make your move, don’t stand still Precious time Not gonna take it easy, Falling asleep at the wheel Breathing in all we can until there’s nothing left to give Eyes are open, the goal is clear not to waste away what we hold dear Knuckle down and go for broke it’s the moment we won’t get back This is the hour of need I still believe this is not beyond me Fading Fleeting Slipping Take control
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I'm a person just like you But I've got better things to do Than sit around and fuck my head Hang out with the living dead Snort white shit up my nose Pass out at the shows I don't even think about speed That's just something I don't need I've got the Straight Edge! I'm a person just like you But I've got better things to do Than sit around and smoke dope 'Cause I know that I can cope Laugh at the thought at eating ludes Laugh at the the thought of sniffing glue Always gonna keep in touch Never gonna use a crutch I've got the Straight Edge! I've got the Straight Edge! I've got the Straight Edge!

about

Heavy Hearts for a Hope Filled Cause is a Compilation put together by Larry Passenier of the band xIron Sharpens Ironx to try and raise awareness and profit towards Suicide Awareness.

More and more people are struggling with depression, anxiety, and many other issues and resort to Suicide when they cannot find their way out of that darkness. As a Suicide Survivor I wanted to raise awareness to an issue that has become more and more severe amongst the pandemic crisis throughout the world. Since the epidemic has started Suicide has over doubled in frequency.

Thanks to a lot of beautiful people in bands and others that just love to support their local Hardcore/Metal scene we were able to put together this Compilation to raise awareness and all profits will be donated to the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. A huge thank you to all the bands involved that has donated their music, time, and most importantly their heart to try and make a difference in the lives of those struggling.

This compilation was created to raise awareness for Suicide Prevention.
However it all comes down to Love and sharing that Love with one another. We’ve all lost people close to us from multiple reasons ranging from Suicide and Drug Addiction to Cancer and Natural Causes. However no matter the situation, it never makes losing a loved one any easier. This record is for all of you, We Love You.

Rest in Peace and Power to these Beautiful Souls that Hold a Special Place in Our Hearts.
In Loving Memory of: Erica Ann Passenier, Rich Loback, Jason Lockwood, Anthony Goolsby, Jacob Ruiter, Steve Rogers, Chris Follmer, Shelley Ferrara, Taylor Durham, Alex Harwell, Jay, Mike Busbee, Seth Danziger, Dan Young, Brian Race, Max Spellecy, Danny Kemp, Victoria Gonzalez, Damon Marrazzo, William "Billy" Joseph Nobach, and Timothy Griggs.


All profits will be donated to the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
1-800-273-TALK (8255)
suicidepreventionlifeline.org
suicidepreventionlifeline.org/donate/

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released October 11, 2020

Put Together and Organized by Larry Passenier of xIron Sharpens Ironx
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Coffee & Hardcore Records & Straight Edge for Christ

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Heavy Hearts For A Hope Filled Cause is a Compilation put together to try and raise money for Suicide Prevention Hardcore and Metal bands from across the globe. Together we can overcome, Together we are strong.

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